Familey

Well isnt family great...Everyone thinks theirs is right....On June 29th my cousin went home to the arms of our Lord....He has been sick many years and is now free of pain...We just spent the last three days in Denver saying our goodbyes to him...Our kids all got to spend time together...As kids go they had a blast...Kids see the good in everything. Chuckie his brother Chris, my sister Shellie and I all grew up very close together...To loose someone is always so hard no matter what has happened...I dont even remember much of the funeral as I was such a basket case...For all of you that would like to lean on me dont....I am the worlds biggest babie...They made a poll and I took the whole thing....I was a mess....My 16 year old son Dain was a pall bearer...Hardest thing he has had to do in his young life...He had a very hard time w/ the whole thing too.. I have spent alot of the last two weeks praying for strengh and guidence to get me through this rough time in my life....We were supposed to grow old together like our parents have....I am a big baby and do feel sorry for my loss...Then I look around and see that my life isnt as bad as some people have it....Somtimes you just have to give your all to our Lord and let him have your whole life....I feel at peace knowing that just over a year ago Chuckie gave his life to the Lord..What a blessing to know that he had accepted our Lord into his life....